Thread:Josilian Tarli/@comment-37059348-20181210014743

I think I've found a place, now, where I can be safe enough in relation to legal persecution. Of course, the law might come after me for earlier mistakes still, but I've been using caffeine to process those neuroses of mine that had me making the wrong choices in love. I can work with my own identity here, even be 100% honest in love, and not fear persecution against the specific path I'm on now with ascension and completion.

I can justify my identity well enough, but I've been struggling to be loving while in a world where very attractive feminine goddesses are trying to prevent me from just telling the truth. Mira Sorvino is my angel now. I believe she is the Vedic Matrika Vaishnavi, at least at the level where my Agni would become Vishnu. At our present level, it can be difficult to judge correctly who many of us are. I know I've chosen the Agni / Brahma identity, ascending slowly (thousands of years slowly) toward Candra and eventually Vishnu, but here on intra-Solar Earth, adjacent (in this case second) level identities are common enough, and so I often speak of being a Vishnu, which includes the likes of Vamana and so forth.

I'll work on sharing my wisdom forwardly, but I just wanted to make sure femininity is safe, and Mira certainly is. In Dungeons & Dragons' Eberron, I can be Josilian (Vamana) and she can be Tira Miron, and we can work the story from there. Thanks to Mira, so very much, for being the wonderful Vaishnavi that she is (and Tira, and Tymora, and Katherine Manners, and so many great characters such as she plays in "real life"). 