Thread:Josilian Tarli/@comment-37059348-20181210020130

Since I drew so much suspicion as a supposed stalker, I'm going to put my conscience right on the table here. I've found where I am in the scope of human ascension, and where I'm going. There are only a very few goddesses I am still worshiping in my heart, now: three of them are celebrity actresses I've never met, one is an actual ex-girlfriend I went to Westwood middle school with, who is my own age, one is a friend I've known for a good decade or more, and one I only just met for the first time late in 2018. Not a single one of these has ever been a co-worker of mine, at any place of employment. Two of them maintain long-term friendships with me, and in one case I don't even know her last name or where I would ever see her again; I am not stalking or otherwise pursuing her, I simply honor that she was friendly and worth admiring in a mild and reserved fashion.

I you accuse me of harboring feelings of attachment for others, you have dark lies in your heart. I have been so thorough in the cleansing of my truth these past months since I found how mean some can be if one tries to be true to his own love. I am still working on the chemical (merely caffeinated) cleansing of neurosis in my mind, heart, and body, and I believe I will achieve even purer respect for these very few, and considerately distant, love interests. Yes, I used to be lost further in the complexities of life, and certainly love can be scary, but I've been diligent in the mending of my ways. 